She gave him a grateful smile, moved over and crouched down in front of him, careful of the cigarette he was holding. She cupped his face in her hands and leaned in to kiss him. "I love you," she told him quietly before she stood up and started her pacing again.
"Okay," she took a deep breath. "So to close the portal there had to be blood and the blood had to stop flowing which doesn't take a genius to realize dead. Right? So I...kissed Dawnie, told her I loved her I jumped. It was...several hundred feet up but the fall didn't kill me. Going through the portal did." She just kept going because if she stopped now, she was never going to tell him.
"I was dead for nearly five months. In the ground, buried, in a coffin. My best friend Willow thought I was in a hell dimension. She's pretty much the most powerful witch around and she brought me back. Thing is they forgot to dig me up first so I woke up in a coffin, six feet under ground. I busted my way out of the coffin, clawed all the way up through the dirt and I thought I was in Hell because Willow was wrong. I was never in a hell dimension. I was in Heaven and I was warm and safe and loved. I was finished and then...everything in this world is too bright, too cold and too loud. Anyway, that's why I'm claustrophobic." And that's why some days I look like I don't want to be here
She didn't dare look at Danny but near the end of her speech, she had stopped her pacing, hands curling around the balcony railing, eyes fixed on the ground beneath them.
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"Okay," she took a deep breath. "So to close the portal there had to be blood and the blood had to stop flowing which doesn't take a genius to realize dead. Right? So I...kissed Dawnie, told her I loved her I jumped. It was...several hundred feet up but the fall didn't kill me. Going through the portal did." She just kept going because if she stopped now, she was never going to tell him.
"I was dead for nearly five months. In the ground, buried, in a coffin. My best friend Willow thought I was in a hell dimension. She's pretty much the most powerful witch around and she brought me back. Thing is they forgot to dig me up first so I woke up in a coffin, six feet under ground. I busted my way out of the coffin, clawed all the way up through the dirt and I thought I was in Hell because Willow was wrong. I was never in a hell dimension. I was in Heaven and I was warm and safe and loved. I was finished and then...everything in this world is too bright, too cold and too loud. Anyway, that's why I'm claustrophobic." And that's why some days I look like I don't want to be here
She didn't dare look at Danny but near the end of her speech, she had stopped her pacing, hands curling around the balcony railing, eyes fixed on the ground beneath them.