"It's better now than it used to be," Buffy told him. Mostly she just needed to talk, needed to let him know that she was relatively okay. After all, he seemed to be sticking through it.

"I went through a really bad self destructive period after that. I got better because I sort of had to. Most days I'm fine. I'm happy and I'm happy to be here. The bad days are just really bad because I know what it was like."