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whattingawhat) wrote2008-05-07 07:05 pm
whattingawhat) wrote2008-05-07 07:05 pm
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One word meme
Where is your cell phone? table
Your significant other? Danny
Your hair? Blonde.
Your mother? Dead
Your father? MIA
Your favorite thing? Danny
Your dream last night? Scary
Your favorite drink? Coffee
Your dream/goal? Finished
The room you're in? Living
Your fear? Turning
Where do you want to be in 6 years? Here
Where were you last night? Bed.
What you're not? Victim
Muffins? Blueberry
One of your wishlist items? Happy
Where you grew up? Sunnydale
The last thing you did? Workout
What are you wearing? clothes
Your TV? On
Your pets? Bwah?
Your computer? Dell
Your life? Good.
Your mood? Bored
Missing someone? No
Your car? No
Something you're not wearing? Shoes
Favorite store? Gap
Your summer? New
Like someone? Yeah.
Your favorite color? White
When is the last time you laughed? Today
Last time you cried? Years
Who will re-post this? Bee.
Bath or shower? Bath
Holiday? Easter
Writing utensil? Pen.
Vacation activity? Sunbathing
Bedding preference? Cotton
Pet peeves? Ignorance
Cookies? Chocolate-chip
Eggs? Scrambled
Favorite thing to do on a rainy day? Movies
Your biggest strength? Duh
Favorite thing about school? Over
Most awesome gift received? Dawn
Neighbors? Alright
What do you collect? Crosses
Best kept item from childhood? Pig
Greatest indulgence? Time
Your house? Yes
Fruits or vegetables? Fruits
Quiet or loud? Loud.
It's hours 'til dark and do you know how hard it is for me to stick to one word, really? I wanted to explain.
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Aw, well it's good that he was cool with it. I pretty much told Julian the same thing. My birthday's coming up, it's next week, and I really wanted him here, but I didn't want to celebrate outside of just having him around. He was sweet about it. He said something like "Well we can not celebrate it and ignore it completely by doing something ridiculously extravagant and fun without ever mentioning the word 'birthday.'"
You know, with the whole slayer thing now, thirty actually does seem like a good goal. It was eight years ago that my grandmother died.
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I take it in increments. First it was 21 (which technically I didn't make but then I didn't make 17 technically either) and then it was 25 and now it's 30. I figure next I'll shoot for 35.
So you lost her a little before I lost my Mom. I should be asking you if it gets easier.
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Well, you've been a slayer a lot longer than I have, so I guess 30 is really my first milestone. I mean, besides making it home every night?
I think it gets to the point where those really intense, sad/hurting moments come less often. I don't think they ever go away completely, but they do get a little less intense, and they don't come as often.
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Hey don't knock the making it home every night milestone. It's a good one to have. Milestones period are important.
*nod* Yeah, that's where I'm at. I'm dreading Mother's Day but most of the time, I'm okay. Sometimes I still want to call her and tell her things. It even takes me a minute to remember I can't. You know other than the whole talking to her thing and I do that. Everywhere.
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It is a good one to have, it really is. I guess it's better to have it as a goal than take it for granted.
I talk to my grandmother too. All the time. I mean, if anyone was getting into heaven, it was her. That woman loved mass and confession. So I figure she can hear me.
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No taking for granted. Taking for granted is when you start underestimating them and that's bad.
She can. That's the good thing about my stint in Heaven. I know Mom's there and I know...well that they can.
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Exactly. That's very, very bad.
Oh, wow, that must be incredibly comforting. Sad that, you know, you couldn't stay, but still...
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