For a while you will and then with some time...you'll just be grateful for what you did have. At least that's how I was? It got to where it hurt less and less and while I still want to kick his ever loving ass every time I see him, I'm still glad that it happened and that I let him get that close and...yeah.

LMAO Oh God, YES. I'd want to video tape it too. Sometimes I just need a camera crew to follow me around. The Real Adventures of Buffy the Vampire Slayer.