At the same time, I don't know how else I would have had him find out. Minus the Cancer. See this is the problem with dating real boys. And explaining to Riley was different. He knew about it all. He just thought I was all myth-y instead of real.

He's not mad at all. He asked me if I'd be home later. I said yes, gave him some time and later when I went home I got into bed and he held me and things were...awkward and not exactly alright but not world endy either?And there was no sex which I know is TMI but it's WEIRD for us