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whattingawhat) wrote2008-07-16 10:35 pm
whattingawhat) wrote2008-07-16 10:35 pm
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I've come undone [But you make sense of who I am]
[Talk about something you've kept from a previous relationship.]
[Locked to Danny]
Okay, so this week the relationship counselors want me to share something with you that I haven’t shared with any of my previous relationships. I argued that Rocky was enough because I haven’t done the whole dog thing with anyone else. They said no dice so this is me being all share girl and surprisingly, share girl is hard for me. I mean I talk a lot and I talk all the time but I don’t really do the share thing about things that matter to me.
So take a deep breath and this actually isn’t really that much World of Weird focused. Okay you can let it out now.
Sometimes, I think about getting married. I’m not proposing or suggesting or anything like that so no worries there. I think I’m a while from the actual doing of the marriage deed. It’s just something I’ve always denied wanting in general because naturally marriage with me is going to be of the weird and not of the normal. And also because even if it becomes weird by virtue of being my life it’s also like the most normal thing I could ever do because all little girls want to grow up, get married, have the white dress, the cake, etc and so on. For a really long time, normal was pretty much the only thing I wanted. I’m not sure it’s something I actually want yet because of the aforementioned weird. I’ll keep you updated on it.
Also, since I’m all confessional-share-Buffy, kids have crossed my mind. As in it’s a possibility now and it never has been before. And when I say kids, I mean like kid as in one. And that’s even further down the line because mostly it freaks me out and presents this whole new slew of problems for both of us. It’s just a thought now that I never had before. Now you know.
And I’m all shared out.
[Locked to Danny]
Okay, so this week the relationship counselors want me to share something with you that I haven’t shared with any of my previous relationships. I argued that Rocky was enough because I haven’t done the whole dog thing with anyone else. They said no dice so this is me being all share girl and surprisingly, share girl is hard for me. I mean I talk a lot and I talk all the time but I don’t really do the share thing about things that matter to me.
So take a deep breath and this actually isn’t really that much World of Weird focused. Okay you can let it out now.
Sometimes, I think about getting married. I’m not proposing or suggesting or anything like that so no worries there. I think I’m a while from the actual doing of the marriage deed. It’s just something I’ve always denied wanting in general because naturally marriage with me is going to be of the weird and not of the normal. And also because even if it becomes weird by virtue of being my life it’s also like the most normal thing I could ever do because all little girls want to grow up, get married, have the white dress, the cake, etc and so on. For a really long time, normal was pretty much the only thing I wanted. I’m not sure it’s something I actually want yet because of the aforementioned weird. I’ll keep you updated on it.
Also, since I’m all confessional-share-Buffy, kids have crossed my mind. As in it’s a possibility now and it never has been before. And when I say kids, I mean like kid as in one. And that’s even further down the line because mostly it freaks me out and presents this whole new slew of problems for both of us. It’s just a thought now that I never had before. Now you know.
And I’m all shared out.