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[whattingawhat]

So...he found out and he didn't kick me to the curb but he's freaking out. Which is totally understandable. I went through the freak out too. Things are just...kind of...weird right now.

I guess I'm kind of worried this isn't the end of it and he could still say 'you know I can't handle this. You've gotta go'

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[whattingawhat.livejournal.com]

That's a good boy.

Angelus is Angel without a soul. He's evil and psychotic and twisted. Also totally obsessed with me. For the first 150 years he was a vampire he didn't have a soul. Gypsies cursed him with one when he killed their favorite daughter. They were sloppy though and left a loophole. He experiences a moment of perfect happiness and the soul goes away. We found out on my 17th birthday exactly what equated perfect happiness for Angel.

I'm getting you some OJ and grapefruit juice to bring over too.

Yeah it's a huge relief to not be lying all the time.

He did. He knows he used to be my boyfriend. And he knows he was an important boyfriend that hurt me a lot. He just doesn't know Angel is a vampire and...all the complexities that are Angel and me.

[allerdyce-john.livejournal.com]

That kinda sucks. He sounds like this dude I know. Jackie Estacado. He can't ever fuck a girl because if he gets them pregnant, he'll end up dead once the child is born, so he's not willing to risk it, even with condoms and shit. That's just screwed up.

OJ would be fucking awesome. I've basically run out. Think it's possible for a person to OD on OJ?

So what does Angel do for a "living"? He's gotta be able to support himself if he's living in the city, right?

[whattingawhat.livejournal.com]

I think Angel can have sex, just not with me. Or just not with me then. I was perfect happiness. I've never discussed it with him because that's just awkward and I don't know how I'd feel about it either way. It is pretty screwed up though.

I don't think so. I'll bring lots of OJ. Mom always said it was good for you and it's soluble or something. Anyway you need more of it every day. You don't store it like calcium.

He's a private investigator specializing in the paranormal. Basically if you've got a problem with something supernatural you go to him.

[allerdyce-john.livejournal.com]

You mentioned you had to kill him?

[whattingawhat.livejournal.com]

Yeah Angelus opened a portal to suck the world into Hell. We were doing a whole movie sword fight that in retrospect would have been really cool if things had turned out any different. Anyway, while I was trying to keep Angelus occupied and sword fighting him, Willow was busy trying to put his soul back in (I didn't KNOW this at the time because Xander is a tool who hates Angel. I'm pretty sure I would have figured a way to keep him from doing the portal thing of doom if I'd known, anyway) I finally disarm him, get him on his knees and I'm ready to behead him when Willow's spell kicks in. It's Angel and he's confused and he doesn't remember why he's there (it's a thing. Eventually all the memories catch up to him but at first when the soul gets back in the body, confusion) And this portal is growing behind him and the only thing that will close it is the blood that opened it (Angel's). So I kissed him, I told him I loved him and I sent him to Hell for a century (time is wacky in Hell) I quit, went to LA for the summer, worked in a diner under the name of Anne. Finally came back. Angel came back a few weeks later. We worked things out (for a while) minus the touchy.

[allerdyce-john.livejournal.com]

Yeah, like two seconds in Hell is like a lifetime or some shit. That's fucking nuts.

[whattingawhat.livejournal.com]

Seriously so. I spent like one day in a hell dimension before I broke out and like two weeks had sped right by. I guess it's part of the torture? IDK