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whattingawhat) wrote2008-06-29 12:35 pm
whattingawhat) wrote2008-06-29 12:35 pm
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I'd take anothe chance, take a fall [Take a shot for you]
Apologize
Okay…so there are so many things here I could apologize for and that list will get longer the longer we’re together. The thing is I suck at apologizing. Call it a General thing or a slayer thing or just a Buffy thing. No matter what you call it, I suck at it. Kinda hardcore. A lot of people think that because I don’t apologize it means I think I’m never wrong. And who are we kidding? I wake up wrong. I know with every single breath I’m wrong. I carry it on my shoulders with everything else. I just can’t admit it out loud.
And I may not say the words but if you watch, it’s there in everything else. It’s a kiss or a back rub. It’s letting you watch baseball when there’s figure skating on without tivo. It’s making sure that I don’t use all the hot water or ordering pizza when I really want Chinese. I do say I’m sorry. A lot of ways. Verbally just isn’t one of them.
Okay…so there are so many things here I could apologize for and that list will get longer the longer we’re together. The thing is I suck at apologizing. Call it a General thing or a slayer thing or just a Buffy thing. No matter what you call it, I suck at it. Kinda hardcore. A lot of people think that because I don’t apologize it means I think I’m never wrong. And who are we kidding? I wake up wrong. I know with every single breath I’m wrong. I carry it on my shoulders with everything else. I just can’t admit it out loud.
And I may not say the words but if you watch, it’s there in everything else. It’s a kiss or a back rub. It’s letting you watch baseball when there’s figure skating on without tivo. It’s making sure that I don’t use all the hot water or ordering pizza when I really want Chinese. I do say I’m sorry. A lot of ways. Verbally just isn’t one of them.