49th Slay [Video]

[whattingawhat]

[Buffy is sitting at the island in her kitchen. There are an assortment of breads scattered around the top of the island. Buffy is sitting with her chin propped up in one hand, a pout on her face.]

My kingdom for a yogurt or...grapefruit. I like grapefruit. I wonder if the City would be sympathetic if I told them I'd just started a low carbs diet.

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[whattingawhat.livejournal.com]

It's not always what people think it is and it's not always where people think it is. It's something you give yourself permission to more then something other people give you. It corrupts absolutely or so people say and sometimes I think that's true. It's not about who has more power it's about what you do with it. It's something people usually underestimate or maybe that's just in my experience because apparently little, blonde and cheerleader isn't a recipe for power in most people's opinon. People that have it usually think that it can't be taken away. I'm still on the shoulder about whether I believe that or not. I think in some ways it can be but if you've really got power, no one can take it from you. Sometimes power is about giving up and sometimes it's about taking a stand. Sometimes it's just about accepting. The more you share it the scarier it is. In fact I'm pretty sure it's the hoarders that end up absolutely corrupted. In the end the people you ought to be afraid of are the ones that fought for their power and know how to use it.

Wall-y enough? Also did I score high? [She knows this was a test of some kind, Barrons.]

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[saturates-space.livejournal.com]

[It was absolutely a test. And Jericho listens intently to every word, knowing that every word and what is in between every word is all of equal importance to knowing more about what and who she is.]

Your score is adequate. And yes, that was most definitely a wall of words, as you put it.

I wonder, did you fight for your power or was it handed to you?

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[whattingawhat.livejournal.com]

Adequate? And here I was hoping for a shiny gold star.

[She ponders that a moment.]

A little of both. Given but then fought for more and...yeah both works.

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[saturates-space.livejournal.com]

How did you go about fighting for more?

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[whattingawhat.livejournal.com]

It kind of happened over a few years. There was a not liking what the guys in charge had to say so I sort of fought to do things the way I wanted and then there was a whole thing with some more old men and a demon and a thing with helping make a bunch of mini mes.