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So...he found out and he didn't kick me to the curb but he's freaking out. Which is totally understandable. I went through the freak out too. Things are just...kind of...weird right now.

I guess I'm kind of worried this isn't the end of it and he could still say 'you know I can't handle this. You've gotta go'

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Yeah. Been kinda fucking busy.

Wait. Why the hell did you give him some of your blood to look at?

Good thing you're not pissed that he followed you. But hey, I would've done the same thing if I noticed my girlfriend leaving the bed after midnight on an almost daily basis.

Glad to hear that things are okay though. And yeah, figured he'd be a little weirded out about that whole vampire, demons shit. Gonna add in the fact that aside from all that, you're also friends with mutants and a host of other freaks? *smirk* Kidding. Dude probably has enough to deal with as it is.

So this is good news.

You're okay though, right? Don't make me come kick your ass for getting hurt.

Because Danny's a scientist. He needs to want to know what's going on and he needs to be the one asking questions. Otherwise he's not going to believe what I'm telling him. Slayer blood looks a-ok normal. My blood however...after I came back from the whole being dead thing, I thought something was wrong with me. Primarily because I was sleeping with Spike and the things I let him do to me. Anyway, I had someone look at my blood for me. She said there was nothing wrong me but my dna looked like a bad sunburn. I had no idea what that meant except that it looked different from any other human's. Apparently it means it looks like I have cancer. mostly I wanted to give him some kind of hard evidence that wasn't a vampire dusting to get him thinking. It worked...he just thought I had cancer for a few hours.

Nah I wanted him to have some questions and I knew following me was a possibility. I'm just glad he didn't get really hurt.

Yeah I haven't actually told him that my best friend in New York is a mutant yet. It's not because I don't want to tell him about your a complete freak ;). I'm just trying to introduce it all a little slow. He does this thing where he asks a few questions, gets the answers, mulls over it for a little while and then says 'okay tell me something normal'. He has no issues with the me part of the equation. I told him how strong I was. It's the whole world I bring with me that he's coping with slowly. Of course I haven't really told him how easy I could break him in so any words but I think I'll save that for never.

This is very good news.

No, nothing like that. I'm good.

You must have scared him with that. Don't ever get cancer for real, alright? Or I'll have to kick your ass.

Danny okay with you going on your nightly patrols?

Well, I'm pretty sure he'll figure out just how strong you are soon enough. But at least by then, hopefully he'll be all sorts of used to the strange and the bizarre. He might even get turned on by the fact. *smirk*

Fucking awesome. But did you tell him about Angel yet?

Okay. Just checking.

No getting cancer for real. I'm not sure my immune system would let me. The only time I've ever been sick post slayer was when I had the flu. And at the time I was deal with Angel being Angelus and being the reason he was evil and my friends getting murdered and getting no sleep because he was stalking me at night AND working myself up to kill him. It was a lot to deal with on no sleep, no food (because I stress and the first thing I do is stop eating) Apparently my body decided to put me down the only way it knew how.

He worries and used to, he'd just go to sleep. Now that he knows what I'm doing and that it's dangerous, he doesn't sleep until I get home but he's okay with it. He knows it's what I have to do and that I'm saving people.

Let's hope so. Because that'd be kind of awesome.

OH you are so funny. That would be a fat NO. We're still doing slow and Angel is a big thing to drop on anyone. I will tell him. I just don't think now is the right time. He's actually talked to Angel very briefly online.

Yeah. Really wouldn't want to get my ass kicked. *smirk*

Angel being Angelus? And good to know you don't get sick very often. You're pretty lucky like that. My immune system's gone haywire ever since I spent half a year in prison. Last night, I had an encounter with a mutant called Iceman, and thanks to my being in somewhat close proximity to the asshole, I've now got that stupid fucking cold to deal with.

Good to know. And I guess you can schedule your patrols for sometime before midnight on certain days now that you no longer need to sneak out after he's gone to bed and all that.

He did? So who does he think Angel is?

That's a good boy.

Angelus is Angel without a soul. He's evil and psychotic and twisted. Also totally obsessed with me. For the first 150 years he was a vampire he didn't have a soul. Gypsies cursed him with one when he killed their favorite daughter. They were sloppy though and left a loophole. He experiences a moment of perfect happiness and the soul goes away. We found out on my 17th birthday exactly what equated perfect happiness for Angel.

I'm getting you some OJ and grapefruit juice to bring over too.

Yeah it's a huge relief to not be lying all the time.

He did. He knows he used to be my boyfriend. And he knows he was an important boyfriend that hurt me a lot. He just doesn't know Angel is a vampire and...all the complexities that are Angel and me.

That kinda sucks. He sounds like this dude I know. Jackie Estacado. He can't ever fuck a girl because if he gets them pregnant, he'll end up dead once the child is born, so he's not willing to risk it, even with condoms and shit. That's just screwed up.

OJ would be fucking awesome. I've basically run out. Think it's possible for a person to OD on OJ?

So what does Angel do for a "living"? He's gotta be able to support himself if he's living in the city, right?

I think Angel can have sex, just not with me. Or just not with me then. I was perfect happiness. I've never discussed it with him because that's just awkward and I don't know how I'd feel about it either way. It is pretty screwed up though.

I don't think so. I'll bring lots of OJ. Mom always said it was good for you and it's soluble or something. Anyway you need more of it every day. You don't store it like calcium.

He's a private investigator specializing in the paranormal. Basically if you've got a problem with something supernatural you go to him.

You mentioned you had to kill him?

Yeah Angelus opened a portal to suck the world into Hell. We were doing a whole movie sword fight that in retrospect would have been really cool if things had turned out any different. Anyway, while I was trying to keep Angelus occupied and sword fighting him, Willow was busy trying to put his soul back in (I didn't KNOW this at the time because Xander is a tool who hates Angel. I'm pretty sure I would have figured a way to keep him from doing the portal thing of doom if I'd known, anyway) I finally disarm him, get him on his knees and I'm ready to behead him when Willow's spell kicks in. It's Angel and he's confused and he doesn't remember why he's there (it's a thing. Eventually all the memories catch up to him but at first when the soul gets back in the body, confusion) And this portal is growing behind him and the only thing that will close it is the blood that opened it (Angel's). So I kissed him, I told him I loved him and I sent him to Hell for a century (time is wacky in Hell) I quit, went to LA for the summer, worked in a diner under the name of Anne. Finally came back. Angel came back a few weeks later. We worked things out (for a while) minus the touchy.

Yeah, like two seconds in Hell is like a lifetime or some shit. That's fucking nuts.

Seriously so. I spent like one day in a hell dimension before I broke out and like two weeks had sped right by. I guess it's part of the torture? IDK

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